I just have to say it.I hate it the way you guys go labeling me as a fan girl of Brendon's (Alya), obsessed (Amir, and pretty much all of you) or any other words you could pick out from the dictionary. Honestly, I'm not. Well I'm pretty sure my words are true. Why da fuck would I lie to myself? I tried telling you guys, I tore my heart out just trying to explain (Aireena).
You guys just DON'T understand.Maybe it's because you people aren't
deep thinkers, maybe you guys are living in a lie. You say I'm being delusional, living in my own world. If so, then maybe I'm glad that I'm living in world where I actually smile honestly and feel so real, then like where you people are living, in reality where I confidently believe, is a sham.
I don't want to explain myself, just shut up.
I know what I feel, and I doubt anyone of you guys know what love is.
Seriously, it's not a joke and I wouldn't find it funny even a bit when you point out my problems.
Aireena, it's not funny to call me problematic. I wont even find being close friends with you a reason to except you fr pointing it out. And Alya, stop asking me to live in reality, I am, yr point of reality is sad sad world, don't bring my point of reality down. Amir, whatever yr thinking to make fun out of this post, wont be funny. No one gets me, and I get it. So stop thinking that you guys do, and don't even try to understand. Cause what I feel, honestly, I think is a reward from god. So don't mind me being happy, cause I don't give a fuck about yr opinions, maybe it does bother me a little, but I'm sure as hell in ain't gonna bring me down.
Zip it, it AINT funny