and in your darkest hour

[WARNING: this is a long post because im bad at summarizing]

[EDIT: sometime after the 3rd paragraph i realized that this was just an elaboration of the things that i saw instead of a tribute]

[EDIT: umm you have to read it from the start till the end to understand it since some parts berterabur -_-]

[EDIT: since this is just and elaboration on what i saw, i may sound abit poyo since theres alot of me in this post but thats because its from my perspective i didn't know what shamsul and iena and aireena did most of the time since they weren't with me and i was just sitting in the living room most of the time thats why i couldnt write stuff about them during the first half of the post, i only saw them hanging around on the second half of the post, so they wont appear as much as everyone else in this post :/]

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the title has nothing to do with kies' birthday its just a part of a song thats stuck in my head right now and im listening to it as we speak :] its called The Beginning is the End is the Beginning by The Smashing Pumpkinss oh yeaaa and its the soundtrack for a batman movie and watchmen. it sounds so batman-ish and watchmen-ish its so cool, and you should listen to it while you're driving on a rainy day thats soo badass

now onto the birthday. its KIESTINA's birthday and she's actually born on the next day, pukul berapa tah, 1 something. now that i just started the song again, lets beginnn :D i arrived at KIESTINA's house at 3.15 and when i knocked on the door i was facing the dining room and everyone laughed at me. then, KIESTINA opened the door, greeted me with a smile (ntah tak ingat, ni mungkin tambah tambah je kut) and guided me to the dining table. then i realized that KIESTINA was telling a story about god knows what and everyone was listening (shamsul haiza iena). then bila dah lama lama sikit i found out that everyone was talking about the creepy moments that they had, and ada pasal kucing and stuff. kiestina punya ada pasal fish tank.

then more people started to arrive. they are aireena, alya, ayien and azrul (semua huruf A, and they're alphabetically organized). the sudden increase in the number of guests made me very shy. so i just sat there motionless most of the time. alya came first, and she had this like, very large golden circle dangling from her neck. she looks the same as her myspace pics, oh so pretty. then aireena, she just open the door with a "hi" while she's at it and she surprised most of us with her new short hair. shamsul said it looks weird on her and i was like mana ada. then i can't remember whether ayien and azrul came after that or came before aireena or something. ayien walked in with kiestina's present, but i think thats like an intro present or something and he'll give kiestina something else tomorrow. something biggerrr :D. azrul had a blue baju melayu on (sama color mcm aireena lepas tu semua org mcm cheh cheh sama warna mcm aireena la and kies mcm cheh cheh apa ni azrul, salah girlfriend la). i like azrul's voice its so guy-ish. masa ni rasa malu malu gila lah. shamsul kept asking why hehe

ayien me and azrul spent our time sitting in the living room doing nothing most of the time while two of KIESTINA's sisters accompanied us. the little one kept giving ayien a cat (haha comel gila) and hit his wiener at one point. the other sister played her DS, and lent it to ayien. azrul was texting or something idk, i didnt see him moving alot. shamsul was having fun with the girls and iena came by once in a while nak dengar ipod. kies sat beside me, said something and i gave kies her present and she screamed and then i kena marah dgn shamsul because he said he could record KIESTINA's reaction if i told him that i was gonna give her a present. then everyone gathered at the kitchen for a moment and haiza tak balik balik and datang depan balik and aireena alya azrul and haiza pergi hantar haiza balik rumah. THEN THE REST OF US WATCHED YOUTUBE WHILE I WAS BLABBERING IN A WEIRD ACCENT AND THERE WAS KANYE WEST AND STUFF HEY PANIC AT THE DISCO YOU'RE GREAT AND ALL AND IMMA LET YOU FINISH, BUT MUSE IS THE BEST BAND OF ALL TIME. kiestina and ayien cuddled throughout the day.

while we were busy laughing, alya and the rest came back but this time its only alya and aireena. alya's head came first. then i couldn't remember what happened besides we were not laughing at the videos anymore. okay now idk which came first but i bet you guys remember what happened so you could edit this thing and stuff later.

hmm.. :/ okay but i remember the part where aireena and kiestina and alya mcm embarrassed.

[AIREENA]

kies was browsing through her myspace and shamsul and her remembe

-OH YEA I REMEMBER ADA THIS PART HAIZA IENA KIES ADA KARAOKE AND STUFF LOL YOU SHOULD SEE THE SONG TITLES theres this one song its in indon and kelantan-

remembered that intan had an old myspace and checked out her pics. andd there was old pics of aireena in it hehehe its quite fani, masa tu aireena sekolah rendah. (hey kies or anyone who has access to the pics, could you put it in this section?)
aireena freaked out when she knew that we were lookin at the pic and man she screamed soooo louddd sampai KIESTINA's mum suruh diam sikit nak tidur.

[KIESTINA]

well to those of you who dont know...last year, wanda and i stumbled upon a video... the content was so great and seductive (it wasn't anything explicit) that we didnt give a damn about the possibility that kies might hear us watching the video (kitorang tak perlahan kan volume). the video was so great that kies acted like a crazy ash monkey and choked me (after she chased me).
and the video is so great sampai KIESTINA would turn red gila gila when i mentioned what happened HAHAAHA but im not gonna tell you guys what happened this is something that the people of that night je should know. and its really really fani hahahahaa. its a real precious memory i tell youu

[ALYA]

i dont know what was happening since i had my earphones and i couldnt hear what everyone was fussing about but i saw alya running towards the pc trying to prevent everyone from looking at something on a penpal website. i think. but when i took of my earphones everyone talked about some handsome guy.

okay now lets proceed to the bits that i think i remember.

ayien and i were left alone with the laptop. we went through the files and stuff and i decided to play bionicle glatorian arena II. ayien mcm main layan je and mcm kesian dia boring. then everyone went to the living room and kiestina and him cuddled summore. the shamsul pulak main bionicle glatorian arena II but tak reti main then mcm kalah kalah.

alya was concentrating on tinkering with a guitar, and kies told me she's really talented. but alya was playing alone while everyone was in the living room. i think i made a remark about how aireena's butt turned into a habitable mountain.

argh babi la lupa dah D: sorry kies i forgot alot of things on your birthday ughh -_-

uhm then i went home rudely by heading straight to the door and said bye to shamsul je

i feel bad now

Raya

Taiping was marvy , especially
with those damn awesome fireworks that
abg zul (who is a police officer) confiscated
HEHEHE. Wonder what its like
to reside in the village/country like
area , i've adapted to the ambiance
since i had only a few teeths and long straight hair.

i learned how to attach the hooks to curtains,
thanks to tok cik (nenek). it was fun, and memorable,
it was harder than i thought. i was happy since i finished
attaching em all eventhough tok cik started waaay earlier.
turns out that my curtain was shorter than hers. dammnnn.
i hope i could remember how to do this again for next year.

On the way to tok ayah's house abg adam was driving
and i was sitting on the front passenger seat,
everyone else was asleep so the volume on the radio
was turned down abit to keep the van quiet. i was
listening to my own songs because i don't listen to
mainstream music HAHAHAHAHAHA. then i noticed abg adam
was trying to pull my earphones off.

Abg Adam : Ha kantoi dengar taylor swift!

Amir: uh uh biar la, kak ayu dengar jugak

Abg Adam: biar ah dia dengar dia perempuan, bodo. tu la pasang lagi kuat kuat

I need to know when to turn down the volume, even when im using earphones.

DEAR GUYS

YOU GUYS BRENDON URIE
IS COMING OVER TO KIESTINA'S SURPRISE PARTY !
eheheh NOT (!) :D
ahahaha

I wanna do this kinda stuff

 DEADLINE -



GAME OVER -

28th October? What an insult!

That better be a typo Shamsul! Anyways, if your thinking of gift ideas,

you know what I love, it's 'who' I love actually. Brendon Urieee (:

Anything that has got to do with Brendon Urie would be great!

lolololol

ANAMANAGUCHI

hahaha semalam semangat gila dah ingat birthday kies tapi salah jugak

28TH OF SEPTEMBER LAH SHAMSUL :P

UP COMING BIRTHDAY

KIESTINA'S BIRTHDAY
on 28 SEPTEMBER* remember !
you know what to do ?
yeap typo's :P

from now on this is my favourite muse song haha

LINE UP

BUY THIS FOR ME PLEASE :P
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Taiping was marvy , especially
with those toddlers dragging their short legs around
pleading me(the weak and vigourless one)
to play with them and i'd be denying
persistently . Wonder what its like
to reside in the village/country like
area , i've adapted to the ambiance
since i had only 2 teeths and curly locks .

I made a chocolate cake
and a tuna pizza while i was there .
It turned out to be great ,
All i have to put into action is
recall how to do it all over again .

On the way home dad was driving the
car like he's in a NASCAR race or something
i could've sworn if it wasnt for me sitting
here in my room i wouldnt even make it
through PMR . Theres this stupid Nissan
Skyline who wanted to vie with
our car and the Nissan turned out
to be a Waja that was modified -_-

Alya : Nissan Skyline ni tk habis habis nk race
dgn kitorang .
Irfan: *laughs uncontrollably* tu Waja lah bodoh !
Alya : Manede ah tgk lah dia tulis Skyline kt bawah tu
and Waja doesnt look like that -__-
Irfan : Tu Waja lah dia dh modified kan jadi mcm sporty
Alya : Abah , is it true ?
Dad : Yes lah Alya -__- Thats not Nissan lah , takkan Nissan mcm tu

I need to learn more about cars .

ADD ADD UP

Please Add Biestina's New Myspace !
ADD ADD ADD Please And Thank You
http://www.myspace.com/retartedpig

Amir's Advertisement :
wow a brand new account! hey everyone check out kies' new myspace, lets ask her for a free ride around the town on it. i cant believe my friend owns a myspace! oooh how'd u manage to afford it? now you'll be living in style!

wah, sebuah akaun baru! hey kawan kawan, mari lihat myspace baru kepunyaan kies dan mengharap bahawa dia akan membawa kami ronda ronda sekitar pekan di dalamnya. sungguh tak percayalah bahawa kamu telah mempunyai sebuah myspace! eeeee bagaimana kamu mampu membelinya? sekarang kamu akan hidup dengan mewah!

cheng cheng cho chang! hey cho cho ching kies cheng myspace, chong chong cheng cheng cheng ching chang chong. chow chi ka chi chi myspace! aiyaaaaaa cho chiuh chow cheng cheng? shu choo choo choo!

Humph

LEAVE ?

http://kiestina.livejournal.com/

Boring

i was lying down with my ipod
then i had an urge to drink strawberry milk
i stopped listening to music, went to the kitchen
mixed strawberry syrup with milk.
then i ate some toast.
its 1AM now, and im still not asleep.
i read a magazine,
found out that kies' blog was gone,
and i almost went to sleep.
then lenka's album was downloaded successfully
got out of bed, organized some songs
i went to sleep